I don't really feel like a human person and sometimes I can be difficult. I've unintentionally hurt ppl sometimes, my friends who tolerate me mean the world to me. I have an incredibly hard time telling how other people feel about me, especially if something wrong happened between us, and especially if that other person is not autistic. I'll get reclusive and hide, or become obsessed with trying to "prove myself". I am generally a very obsessive and neurotic person, often getting caught on the same details. I will think that someone hates me and is more uncomfortable with me than they actually are in reality. And I will feel like I cannot interract with them without constant explicit permission. Sometimes I get bouts of paranoia and Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria and it sucks for both me and those around me. I'm trying to improve myself everyday and am actively looking for a therapist, but I've been having some troubles doing so.
Name: Ves/Dib
Pronouns: it/he/they
Age: adult
Languages: English, Español, Русский, Deutsch
Queer Identities: agender, a-spec, GNC, transmasc
Neurodivergencies:
Given Nicknames: Beast, boy who sin(s), Home-Kat, Mew
- my laughter often sounds like crying
- i am ruso-american!
- i can purr with my mouth closed and also make clicking sounds like The Predator
- sour drinks like many usamerican juices make me short-circuit :( unless it's like kefir or buttermilk! :D
- i really admire the communist practices of Huey P. Newton and the Oakland Chapter of The Black Panthers in its later stages. they're what started the practice of free breakfast programs at schools across the U.S. nation!!
- my little neighborhood/galaxy: confectionary
- my little neighborhood/galaxy: bar
- communist/socialist history page(s)
- bestiary
- subculture appreciation pages
- Dr. Dibromide's Lab of Fucked Up Facts
- Val's Lab: Using Science to Save to World!!!
- page about the U.S. Military Industrial Complex